Its 3 fucking am and here I am writing some pointless drivel for you to read. Its all fucking bullshit, all of it. What happen to us? The human race I mean. We were once so decadent, so respectable, so human. Now look at us. We are all fucking pathetic. All of us. You may think your not, but you would be lying to yourself. How does one feel so alone in a crowd? How does one feel so lost amongst friends? Why can’t we make shit work out?
I just don’t understand. I had it all once and wanted more. Now I have nothing and want even less. Whats the world worth if the most important thing in it does not give a shit about you? How do i have everything and feel like absolutely nothing? Why am I happy but yet so sad? Why am I not drunk enough after a night of drinking? Why cant I let all the pain go? Why do I still care and hope. Why????? Why????? Why?
Humanity died when we gave up love for lust…………
please don’t guiotine yourself with your car trunk.
shhh…dont give away my unique suicide plan
You are totally drunk enough.
What do you hope to accomplish by posting this? Go do stuff.
I did not hope to accomplish anything. I was fucking drunk when I wrote it at 3am, published it, then was going to delete when I woke up this morning but instead decided to edit it and leave it up. Its my blog and I will express myself how I want. Don’t judge me. any of you. You don’t understand.